oh yeah. my tagboardie is up! you people can talk to me there now! hehee ;)

i so wanna be a model!! but i'm fat..... urghhhhh :( and i hope im stilllllll growing taller. puberty is not gonna end so soon for me right? im 16....... im like reading elle magazine (my favorite maggg) right now. goddammit! the models are so fuckin' thin. no huge thighs no huge arms no thick waist and hips , nice ass!!!!! to tell ya the truth, im fucking jealous man.. they look gorgeous in photos. GAWD. the way they walk down the runway....... hawttttttttttttttttt! MEN drool, WOMEN stand aside and go green with envy (like meeeee).






duncha think these models are freakin' gorgeous?!?!??!??????

gonnnnnnnnna put on my 4 inch heels and practise walking in my mom's walk in closet cozzz it's freaking narrow with mirrors everywhere. heeehee ;) my mom's gonna be so mad at me but whatevahhh ya know. i want to be a model ,got a problem with that? ;)
oh gawddddd. gelz, my new asian friend. i lurvvvvveeeee talking to her. great girl ;) it's like why can't our time be the same so i can like talk to her for hours??!??!?! fuck it! SOOOOO, it's like i can share many secrets with her cos she won't tell anyone im sure ;) i woke up earlier than usual today just to talk to her on MSN! heh silly aye?

so let me talk bout hmmmm........ yesterday? after skewl, my girlfriends and i went shopping at the mall! yipeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! bought loads of stuff man. katie got herself a new pair of sexy red heels. i guess she's wearing them for christmas!!! and i got myself like clothes and this chanel lipglosssss ;) i know, it's stunning. here's a picture of my new top. like it?


okaaaay i know my hair is like fuckin' horrible but stfu. i took this picture like last night before i go to bed.........

it's 27°C right now. YES i checked the weather forecast when i got up. haha.

nate's honking and mom's being totally annoying she's like SCREAMING from the kitchen. okaaay i gottaaaaaa leave for skewl. gawd i fucking hate history! goddammit.

peace.
i had salad and an apple just now instead of my usual favorite fruitloops. im doing pretty good on my diet. hehhh.

im going to lose some pounds so i will weigh myself today and again, in january! gonna see how many pounds i lost.....

tomorrow, SUMMER and i gonna work out and run. gotta kill kill killllllllllllllllll all those fucking calories!


i knew it. you're saying im fat. now im a bloody fat ass to the whole world. this feeling sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace out.
that bitch, natalie hoffman.

she should just shut the fuck up and die. she so need to stop spreading shit about me. she told everyone i gave eric a freakin' blow job. i mean who is the one going around doing all that shit. oh gawd, she should just fuck off. how could she say that im a whore!

fuck fuck fuck fuck.

nate heard about it and ofcuzzzz he's totally pissed off with it. not me. that bitch, natalie hoffman.

i wish she would just fucking leave me alone! stop ruining everything i have that you don't! cuzzz nobody in skewl wanna listen to all your shit. everything you said isn't even true!

im sick of everything. just fucking go away.

(me) getting ready to meet amber for a movie the other day.........
yo! so i celebrated amber's birthday and yeah it was really kewl cozzzzzz she ditched her boyfriend to go out with me! how sweet is that! she LURB LURB MEHHHHHH! hahahahahahaha. we caught a movie SAW IV! freakin' awesome! i love the gory bits!!!!!! so anywayzzz amber and i, we pretty much screamed through the whole show. and we were walking out of the theatres holdin our necks GODDAMMIT.

on the way home, i gave amber the present. i was like dying to see her reaction but ya know amber said she'll open it at home.

AMBER YOU'RE LIKE SO KEWL SEE YA IN SKEWL.

oh yeah. my tagboardie is up! you people can talk to me there now! hehee ;)

i so wanna be a model!! but i'm fat..... urghhhhh :( and i hope im stilllllll growing taller. puberty is not gonna end so soon for me right? im 16....... im like reading elle magazine (my favorite maggg) right now. goddammit! the models are so fuckin' thin. no huge thighs no huge arms no thick waist and hips , nice ass!!!!! to tell ya the truth, im fucking jealous man.. they look gorgeous in photos. GAWD. the way they walk down the runway....... hawttttttttttttttttt! MEN drool, WOMEN stand aside and go green with envy (like meeeee).






duncha think these models are freakin' gorgeous?!?!??!??????

gonnnnnnnnna put on my 4 inch heels and practise walking in my mom's walk in closet cozzz it's freaking narrow with mirrors everywhere. heeehee ;) my mom's gonna be so mad at me but whatevahhh ya know. i want to be a model ,got a problem with that? ;)