alexoxo

tag me tag me tag me / i want to be a model

2007-11-21T20:46:00.000-08:00

oh yeah. my tagboardie is up! you people can talk to me there now! hehee ;)

i so wanna be a model!! but i'm fat..... urghhhhh :( and i hope im stilllllll growing taller. puberty is not gonna end so soon for me right? im 16....... im like reading elle magazine (my favorite maggg) right now. goddammit! the models are so fuckin' thin. no huge thighs no huge arms no thick waist and hips , nice ass!!!!! to tell ya the truth, im fucking jealous man.. they look gorgeous in photos. GAWD. the way they walk down the runway....... hawttttttttttttttttt! MEN drool, WOMEN stand aside and go green with envy (like meeeee).

duncha think these models are freakin' gorgeous?!?!??!??????

gonnnnnnnnna put on my 4 inch heels and practise walking in my mom's walk in closet cozzz it's freaking narrow with mirrors everywhere. heeehee ;) my mom's gonna be so mad at me but whatevahhh ya know. i want to be a model ,got a problem with that? ;)

alex and gelz

2007-11-21T10:43:00.001-08:00

oh gawddddd. gelz, my new asian friend. i lurvvvvveeeee talking to her. great girl ;) it's like why can't our time be the same so i can like talk to her for hours??!??!?! fuck it! SOOOOO, it's like i can share many secrets with her cos she won't tell anyone im sure ;) i woke up earlier than usual today just to talk to her on MSN! heh silly aye?

so let me talk bout hmmmm........ yesterday? after skewl, my girlfriends and i went shopping at the mall! yipeeeeeeeeeee!!!!! bought loads of stuff man. katie got herself a new pair of sexy red heels. i guess she's wearing them for christmas!!! and i got myself like clothes and this chanel lipglosssss ;) i know, it's stunning. here's a picture of my new top. like it?

okaaaay i know my hair is like fuckin' horrible but stfu. i took this picture like last night before i go to bed.........

it's 27°C right now. YES i checked the weather forecast when i got up. haha.

nate's honking and mom's being totally annoying she's like SCREAMING from the kitchen. okaaay i gottaaaaaa leave for skewl. gawd i fucking hate history! goddammit.

peace.

i need to kill those calories man

2007-11-15T09:41:00.000-08:00

i had salad and an apple just now instead of my usual favorite fruitloops. im doing pretty good on my diet. hehhh.

im going to lose some pounds so i will weigh myself today and again, in january! gonna see how many pounds i lost.....

tomorrow, SUMMER and i gonna work out and run. gotta kill kill killllllllllllllllll all those fucking calories!

i knew it. you're saying im fat. now im a bloody fat ass to the whole world. this feeling sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace out.

BITCH.

2007-11-14T15:02:00.000-08:00

that bitch, natalie hoffman.

she should just shut the fuck up and die. she so need to stop spreading shit about me. she told everyone i gave eric a freakin' blow job. i mean who is the one going around doing all that shit. oh gawd, she should just fuck off. how could she say that im a whore!

fuck fuck fuck fuck.

nate heard about it and ofcuzzzz he's totally pissed off with it. not me. that bitch, natalie hoffman.

i wish she would just fucking leave me alone! stop ruining everything i have that you don't! cuzzz nobody in skewl wanna listen to all your shit. everything you said isn't even true!

im sick of everything. just fucking go away.

(me) getting ready to meet amber for a movie the other day.........

Amber's Eighteenth Birthday

2007-11-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

yo! so i celebrated amber's birthday and yeah it was really kewl cozzzzzz she ditched her boyfriend to go out with me! how sweet is that! she LURB LURB MEHHHHHH! hahahahahahaha. we caught a movie SAW IV! freakin' awesome! i love the gory bits!!!!!! so anywayzzz amber and i, we pretty much screamed through the whole show. and we were walking out of the theatres holdin our necks GODDAMMIT.

on the way home, i gave amber the present. i was like dying to see her reaction but ya know amber said she'll open it at home.

AMBER YOU'RE LIKE SO KEWL SEE YA IN SKEWL.

shit

2007-11-09T01:24:00.001-08:00

shit i need a tagboardie...
someone help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. happy 18th birthday Amber!!! don't forget our date tonight! ;)

get a room? get a life

2007-11-09T00:40:00.000-08:00

shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. this is embarrassing.
goddammit. fuck x10000000000000000000000000000
im at nate's cos we were watching saw II on dvd in the living room and you know, we were kinda like making out especially during those scary parts.
cos he said that he'd rather we kissed than have me screaming.
idk if thats sweet or mean. but whatevahhhhhhh.
the stupid show had so many scary parts so it was like three quarters of the movie we spent making out. not like any of us were complaining heh ;))))))))))))))))
ok yeah getting to the point, while we were making out. oh god i've used that word so many times in the fucking post. nate's little brother nathan barged in. and he stopped when he saw us.
and he was like ewwwwwwwwwwww kfjolagjs'gj[otjgm'ago GET A ROOM!
i was like shut up nathan get lost. get a life.
it was so embarrassing and at the corner of my eye, i saw nate blushing.
my face was like burning too. >:O

sundae saturdays

2007-11-03T17:22:00.000-07:00

okay so like what is the best thing on earth?

katie, summer and the others, we know it all.
sundaes of course.
sooo we have like this thing, where we go to regina's just off fifth avenue for a couple of sundaes or ice creams or smoothies. the milkshakes are like the sex too.
of course, our sundae saturdays are strictly girls only.
just me and my girlfriends.
and like omgaaaawd i don't wanna get fat but regina's ice cream is amazing.
so we like count the calories before getting it.
and the counter guy he's such a sweetheart. cos we've been going there so often, like every saturday, he has this little chart thingie for us to check our calorie range. awww.
cos it opens at 11.30am to 11pm. so we just chill there for as long as possible.
its the perfect time for us to just let loose and relax. and gossip of course :)
oh yeah there's this jukebox at the corner of the place and the tunes are like so catchy.
groovy babyyyyyyyyyy.

mine's the one on the right. tropical raspberry peach crush. ;)

oh god i so gotta stop this im sounding like a fucking promoter for regina's.
but anyway go check it out. its awesome.
<3

happy halloween

2007-11-01T22:22:00.000-07:00

hey. yesterday was totally awesome!!!!!!!! like the best shit everrrrr.
yeah the best damn thing. its like we partied till 5 in the morning, and im dead beat.
nate went back to my place and sleptover. heh ;) we were pissed drunk and like we stunk in the morning. but it was worth it cos everyone had a blast.
listening to mudvayne right now. man i guess im still in the partying mood and this song isn't helping to like make it go away. fuck.
nate's still here. he's still sleeping.
oh shit. he's awake now.

hey dude wazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzup yo. i love alexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
o.k. she's back bye.

sorry. nate was being an asshole. i went to the bathroom. nate get off goddammit.
he smells really bad.
so anyways, about last night? katie's party went really great. everyone was like drunk an hour after they arrived. haha oh yeah. summer got pushed into the pool. her stupid ex-boyfriend.
james is an idiot. here are a few pictures from last night. too bad i couldn't get more.

thats james in his cowboy outfit.

can anyone tell me who is behind the mask???!!?!?!

that's paige lookin sexy in the marilyn monroe costume.

anywayssssssxxx none of the pictures has me in it.
i gotta get back to sleep. major hangover.
peace~

oh my goddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-10-30T00:24:00.000-07:00

thats righttttt, tomorrow's halloween.
guess what im going as?
not tellin ya. yet. lol.

anyways got some cool costumes for the party.
its katie's party. i don't wanna go dressed looking like some wannabe you know what im sayin?
soooo like i went online to shop for some awesome-sexy-nate-would-love costume.
and i came across these few/ check it out

a fairy.
well it says its a giant butterfly. but looks so much more like a fairy to me.
pretty wings aye? ;)

a playboy magician.
but you know lookin at it, i find it a turn off. cos actually its sucha pretty costume but the girl, the model,
well i can't even call her a model. she's ugly. fugly in fact.
most probably won't use it.

the queen of hearts.
the collar and the ribbon, i hate to say this, but i lurrrrrve how it flatters my boobs. haha

french maid. think nate would pick this one. makes me kinda tempted to wear it.

so anyways im still deciding. sorta. even though i already had my eyes on the fairy. but we'll see.. oh yeahhhhh speaking of nate, i wanted him to go in a superman costume cos guys in superman tees are really hot. and like if he goes in the full costume (red undies) thats like,
mmmmm yum.
( if ya get what i mean ;) )

but instead, that silly billy wants to go in THIS:

clark kent.
goddam clark kent.

i was like nate are you outta your mind?
CLARK KENT? come on baby you can do better than that... like what the fuck.
why wear half of it when you got the body to wear the full thingg????!!!! it's totally retarded.
so he said he knew.
but he didn't wanna go to a party in red undies.
awwww he's so shy, in an adorable way..
heeheee.

im outie.

nate + webcams = not sleeping

2007-10-29T01:31:00.000-07:00

gotta make this one quick.
was online and nate came to chat with me.
we used the webcam and he's so adorable cos he's wearing this calvin klein boxers i gave him last christmas. its like these really cute patterns omgaaawd and it really reminds me of cute clouds in the sky. or like baby sheep.
haha

so yeah we were using the webcam and he took this photo of me when i wasn't like looking.

aww nate's sucha cutie :)
we've been together for like one year and what? nine months.
thats freakin' long for both of us.
cos normally its like, we and our partners, we don't last long. a week tops.
its freakishly weird that we're still together.
but like he says ' princess, hold on tight, i'll hold on too...'
i love you nate.

fucked up

2007-10-27T20:45:00.000-07:00

hey sup, alex here.
my previous blog got fucked i have noooooo idea what happened to it.
all 215 posts are like gone. crap. pictures too goddammit.
so anywayssssssssss, gonna start a new one to post my shit on.
today was crap. school's crap. idk why we go to school for.
its sooooooo stupid.
met up with nate in the morning, idk whats wrong with him.
he got this freakin bruise on his left eye. some asshole did it to him this morning.
but he says he & james took care of it. HAHA hope they beat him good. bastard.
but that scratch on his neck looks kinda hot though.. ;)
ok so nuff for today. nate's coming over for a movie later.
bring on the vodka bitchessssssssssss.

p.s. no pictures till idk when cos nate's lil brother spilled soda on it. sucha freak.